Well today is tues so it means its weigh in day. I have been debating all day to blog or not and if so what to write about. Needless to say I weighed myself this morning and I gained 1/2 a pound. Yes, you did read that right, I GAINED 1/2 pound. This is EXTREMELY discouraging. I was not sure if I was going to write about it since this really upset me, in fact it ruined my whole day. I had a terrible day with work stress and it really didn't help that was the way it started. BUT when I started this life style change I mad a commitment to myself that I was going to blog about it everyday good or bad since this is real life. This is no joke. Im literally BUSTING by butt by working out 7 days in a row (yes even weekends!) and eating things that rabbits eat while everyone else enjoys chocolate, pizza and monster energy drinks.
I dont understand.
I keep a food diary and write down everything I eat throughout the day. Everything from my egg whites in breakfast to the 5 calorie stick of gum for my afternoon snack. EVERYTHING.
I dont understand.
I have been debating all day to either 1. Give the frick up and order a big mac with extra pick for dinner. 2. Ignore what the scale says and keep up what Im doing since my clothes are fitting better and over all my body is feeling better. 3. CRY.
Well I believe my choices tonight answered that. I did my usual working out and kept to my stupid health food and did not blow it. But I did cry out of frustration.
I will not be giving up. This is real life. I gained when I should have lost, how I don't know. But I can tell you I WILL have a 6 pack.
I WILL.
I will NOT give up.
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